— two stories, one silence —


A father…
takes down a photograph
not gently
not carelessly
but like it still breathes
like it still holds warmth

He presses it
to his chest
the same way he once held
his child
close
safe
whole

He remembers her…
the sound of her laughter
how it filled rooms
without trying
how sunlight seemed
to follow her
like it knew
she belonged to it

A twinkle in her eye
chasing butterflies
like the world
was nothing but wonder

And he remembers that moment—
when she told him
what she’d become
the pride
Heartful… the pride
that lived in his chest

He smiled
he kissed her goodbye
like fathers do
like it’s just another day

But war…
war doesn’t recognise love
it doesn’t pause
it doesn’t care
about laughter
or butterflies
or fathers

It writes its own ending
in smoke
in fire
in silence

And sometimes…
daughters come home
but not as they left
not with laughter
not with light

but wrapped
in something heavier
than any father
should ever have to carry

And somewhere else—
another father
stands with another photograph

This one…
his son

He remembers strength
growing year by year
small hands
becoming steady
a boy
becoming a man

Laughter that echoed
not soft
but full
alive

He watched him grow
with pride
with hope
with that quiet belief
that everything
would be alright

because that’s what fathers do
they believe
even when the world
gives them reason not to

And when life twisted—
when the path turned
when things became uncertain
he stood there
steady
unmoving
supportive

because love
doesn’t step back

But war…
war doesn’t ask
who is loved
it doesn’t choose gently
it doesn’t spare

It takes
and takes
and takes

And sons…
they come home too

but not always whole
not always smiling
not always the same

sometimes carrying
things no one can see
sometimes leaving
pieces of themselves
behind

And in the quiet—
in the stillness
after everything
there are fathers
holding photographs
like they’re holding
time itself

remembering
what was
what should have been
what will never
be again

because love…
doesn’t end
even when everything else
does

By Paul Baldry (LongJohn)

A father sits with memories held in fragile frames, where love, pride, and loss intertwine. Through the silence of absence, his children still live on—in laughter remembered and in a heart that never let’s go. The first time I wrote this poem was while still in service, as a reflection of the parents of our lost friends. This is a fresh rewrite in a spoken poetry tone.

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One response to “A Father’s Tears A Father’s Heartache”

  1. erroneouschoices Avatar

    Very poignant. I love how you said ‘the first time I wrote this’. I make new versions of my poems all the time and people seem appalled by that. 😊

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